Sunday, March 6, 2016

The Post about Politics




I know that all of you sincerely appreciate a political post, because there's a severe lack of them floating around right now (yeah, just being a little sarcastic). But seriously though, I am going to touch on something else related to the election, besides the general rants and commentaries floating around the Internet. In this post, I want to bring up a dangerous mindset that I've seen brewing underneath the surface of our snappy political posts and polarized conversations about candidates. It's a problem that we must be aware of, as the body of Christ...

The problem that I want to bring to your attention is nothing new; in fact, Jesus himself dealt with it during his time here on earth. It was a problem of expectations. As many of the accounts in the Gospel discuss, Jesus's follower's didn't know or really seem to care about Jesus's true purpose of being here on earth; they expected Jesus to save them from the Roman rule in those days. They were so hyper-focused on their own expectations of how Jesus would save them that they became completely oblivious to his actual purpose, which was much bigger and much more wonderful than any of them ever imagined.

Our current mindset is strikingly similar to this. Just as Jesus's followers did thousands of years ago, we are falling into a problem of expectations- expecting God to do something in America and becoming uneasy and fearful when it doesn't happen quite the way we wanted.

Let me clarify something before I continue: I'm not saying that it's bad to be involved in political discourse. In fact, I voted in a primary election last week, for the first time in my life. I'm extremely proud to be part of this system. But, I personally think that many of us are taking this entire process beyond the normal amount of good citizenship/educated voting/healthy interest in how our own country is run, and into territory that could be dangerous for us, as Americans and as the body of Christ. Let me explain...

Okay so we, as Christians, love to talk about overcoming fear in our circles. There are a hundred bajillion verses on fear in the Bible. If you've been a church person for a while (as I have), you can probably generate two or three of these "anti-fear" verses right off the top of your head. But, here's the problem- the dangerous territory- as it relates to politics:
 If someone comes up to any of us and discusses that they are faced with fear of thunderstorms or darkness or heights, we recite or paraphrase the concepts of an anti-fear verse to them. If someone comes up to any of us and discusses that they are faced with anxiety problems, we recite or paraphrase the concepts of an anti-fear verse to them. But, if someone comes up to any of us and discusses that they are afraid that [fill in the blank] will win the primaries and become the president, we respond by agreeing and bringing up our own fears or by refuting them. Since when did politics become an exception to the countless "do not be afraid"s that God has given us in his word?

If we sincerely begin to fear the "might"s and"will"s of our government's future, a few bad things happen.
1. We scare the people around us.
 Fear spreads like a sickness. And when we know for a fact that perfect love casts out all fear (1 John 4:18), why would we promote being afraid in any context?
2. We use up our energy in negative ways, overanalyzing and worrying rather than actually doing productive things for the kingdom of God.
Our time is limited. As Jesus said, "Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?" (Matthew 6:27)
3.We start to doubt the success of our country and discount the future of America.
Let's all work together- young and old- to build a foundation of hope and excitement for the future, rather than fear or dismay.

Here's what I think we should do. Once we've done all we can, voted and supported who we want and moved to a point of just waiting for results, we need to just stop fearing the future of our government and realize that there's a God who is so much bigger than all of it, keeping it all under control.

Our country is not going under. And no, we don't all have to move to Canada if a bad candidate gets elected. What if we, like the people in Jesus's time, are anxiously waiting for God to do something in the government that he never intended to do and never will do? What if there's something bigger going on under the surface that reaches far beyond our nation and the current generations?

Here's the cliche part, but I think it really applies: let's stop worrying and start praying instead. Ask God to show you what's going on under the surface of our current circumstances. We, as the people of God and the ones saved by Jesus Christ, have more power and influence than any politician or government could ever have. Let's throw off our fears so we can truly lean into what we can do in Jesus's name, within the little bit of America situated right around each of us.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Hanging by a Moment Here with You

No Name Face (2000), Lifehouse's album that includes the song "Hanging by a Moment"
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/d/da/No_Name_Face.jpg

I am a planner. The spontaneous, unplanned, and random aren't exactly my thing. Whenever something goes against my prescribed plans or ideas, I freak out quite a bit. But over the past few months, God has taught me some lessons about learning to trust His plans, not my own. For the first few months of this school year, I was stuck. Or so I thought. I was at a school that I didn't really choose and I didn't know if I was going to stay there or not. I had spent the past three years with a specific identity and a wonderful friend group that were both lost in the transition between high school and college, so I felt like I was left with absolutely nothing. That's where I stayed, for months, pleading for God to just give me answers to my many questions. As I was in this spot, I learned something difficult to process, but wonderful to believe: the art of trusting God, even when He seems silent. 

Last month, I found an old song from my childhood: Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse. Interestingly enough, the lyrics to this song exactly summarize what God has been teaching me. Today, I just want to write out the lyrics in a broken-down format, as a stream-of-consciousness-styled prayer to Him, using various Bible verses to emphasize each section of the prayer. I know that I'm not unique in my struggles to trust God and His promises, so I hope that this prayer will impact you as well. 


I'm desperate for changing
Starving for truth
"I wait for the LORD, my whole being waits, and in his word I put my hope." Psalm 130:5
God, I want to know what's going to happen next in this area of my life.  I want a change. I want something to be different from this endless mundane.

I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
"Sing to the LORD, all the earth; proclaim his salvation day after day." 1 Chronicles 16:23
Every day feels empty, yet somehow I feel closer to you in each day of waiting. That's the mysterious and paradoxical part of following You; I get closer and closer to You every day, despite my frustrations.

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
"Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrews 4:16
These feelings of desperation are somehow making me fall deeper in love with You, God. That's the irony, isn't it? The longer I wait for You, the more I realize my desperate need for You. As every bit of trust in other things of this world fall away and I'm left with nothing, the more I cling to You.

 I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
"Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for Him." Psalm 37:7a
That's what it means to be still. Resting, waiting, knowing that You're working, even when I'd rather be moving. Squirming with the discomfort of not knowing, but also choosing to close my eyes and be still instead.

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I feel like I'm waiting for something big to happen in this area of my life, but You also have work for me to do right now. As I am being still and waiting in one area, I know You want me to stay busy in the other areas of life. That's what's wonderful about You. You take all of me- as I am completely incomplete- and You use me for something beautiful. And that's how I can take my mind off of the noise of impatience and focus on You instead- by focusing on what You want me to do right now.

I'm falling even more in love with you
I'm letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." 1 John 4:18
God, make this true in my heart. Make me courageous enough to just stand here, without fear of the future and with complete trust in Your unfailing love.

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
I have no earthly idea why You put me in this place or why You're telling me to make these small decisions day by day, but, I do know one thing: You're doing all of this for a reason. Every up and down, every moment of hardship, every moment of joy, it's all there to mold me into something amazing. So here we go, God.

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Corinthians 4:18
There's nothing else to lose or to find except You. Because everything else is temporal and conditional. But this gradual, still peace that comes from trusting You is eternal.

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
"Jesus replied, 'You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.'" John 13:7
You said this verse in John while discussing Your ministry here on earth- Your purpose of coming here to save us and serve us. So basically, if You saved me from my sins with such a wonderful plan, how much more do You care about this little plan for my day-to-day life?

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
That's it. I'm just hanging by a moment here with You, Lord. I just wait, moment by moment, day by day, until You move me to the next frame of life. And as I look back, I know that I'll be able to see how You moved me, so gradually and so unlike my own ideas, into Your perfect plan.






Wednesday, February 10, 2016

You Are- a poem

You are the expanse
Of endless azure sky
The gentle breeze
That bring tears to my eyes
You are the emotion
Swelling in my chest
When I sing praises
You bring me rest
You are that inexplicable feeling
Covering me with joyous peace
Your presence grows
 My fears decrease

You are the roaring thunder
 the incomprehensible one
Who paints with lighting
And shines brighter than the sun
You are the one who wrote out
The laws of earth and humankind
You are wonderfully impossible
To understand or define

But still You are the steady voice
Inside the torrential storm
When the cold rain shoots down like arrows
And I cannot stay warm
When I shiver and feel like drowning
In the endless water and cold

You are the only refuge
The perfect stronghold
You are the one,
When I'm lost in the depths of sin,
Who speaks to me softly and says,
“Calm down, just let me in."
You realize just what You're doing
When You work inside of me
Remind me, forgive me for forgetting
That I am Yours, You have won, I am set free